I Am Wolf

I am wolf

My love

To her I dedicate

My life

Her own

Blood we have bled

Tears we have cried

She is mine

I am hers

History

We share

Apart

We shall never be

For together

We will die

But for now

Contentedly

I make her

My home

--

*Allene Angelica*
=^_^=

I Heard Tell

Stranger

Come closer

You must be new

I've not seen your face

And

You seem so out of place

I must warn

I heard tell

In this sleepy little town

That grown men

Can be found

Aplenty

Because you see

There are pleasures here

But not where your eyes can gaze
No matter how near

It happens late in the night

Deep in darkness hidden from view

There are no screams, struggles or fights

Just a quiet stillness that all is right

The men

Leave their windows open

Eager for a visit

They say, from a siren

Straight out of hell

Her beauty binds them in a spell

She slithers in

Undulating in a rhythmic dance

Fathomless eyes filled with heat

The men

Transfixed, cannot move a beat

As she rides without abandon

Straddled on their helpless forms

Bringing pleasure

Without measure
For all she performs

When she is through

She glides away

To where?

They haven't a clue

-- 

*Allene Angelica*

 =^_^=

Betrayed

With aching heart

She stared at her betrayer

Her dark brown eyes

Welling with unshed tears

How could she?

She wondered

They have been friends

Since their childhood years

She turned and walked away

Head held high

As she heard

The whispers fade

Trust has been cracked and broken

Never to be repaved

*Allene Angelica*

=^_^=

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Steel Blue

In the bowels of his dungeon

She will utter not a sound

Uncomfortable, filthy

Securely manacled and bound

She slumps

Despondently

Eyes lowered, dry

All hope is lost

She can no longer cry

Crumpled, naked

Torn and abused

Shackled by chains

Accustomed to the use

She slumps

Despair written

On her golden flesh

Unknowingly entangled

In his intricate mesh

In the night

He pays his visits

Gratification, his goal

He pleasures

In marking her as his

Master, his role

She slumps

In the corner

Wretchedly broken

And fettered

Unable to move

From the bed she is tethered

One bright clear day

She heard a quiet rustle

At her tiny cell window

A curse and grunt 

And a whispered heave-ho

She turned her head slowly

Her dark eyes staring

A large arm appeared

Inked with a tattoo

Next a crop of light hair

Then came eyes of steel blue

--

*Allene Angelica*

       =^_^=

First Step

I've taken the first step

To making a change

To my story

Peace, tranquility

I hope are what awaits me

To walk around

In summer clothes

In winter

A pen in my left

My journal in my right

Sand between my toes

And anywhere else

Sand is wont to go

To see faces

Aged by time

Some I'll recognize

Will they know mine?

To meet cousins

Born long after I'd gone

To greet them in person

Not just some random

Online attention

From a stranger

Thousands of miles

Away

And maybe I'll stay

A while

I sit here waiting impatiently

For a response to a question

I've asked,

'So what do you think, Papa?'

*Allene Angelica*

=^_^=

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This Morning

I felt him
This morning
Laying in my bed

Hands, large
Handling me
Roughly
From behind

Fingers groping
Gliding down
To the sweet
Spot
Between trembling
Thighs

Teeth sinking
Into
A shuddering
Shoulder
Ecstasy
In each bite

I moan
Pleasure
So intense
Breathing is
Denied

Lips I lick
Enflamed
Moisture lost
A thirst so strong
Only he can provide

I feel him
Inside
Grinding
Pushing
Pulling
Into me
So hard

It blows
My mind



*Allene Angelica*
=^_^=
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My Love, My Heart

I close my eyes

And wonder

What my life will be

A picture forms

Of you and me

My body trembles

As I yearn for your touch

Goosebumps assemble

On heated skin

Aching for so much

My love, my heart

I hear your voice

Calling out to me

But the distance

Of land and sea

Is a hindrance

I did not foresee

Are you mine

Body and soul?

Or is this a dream

I have no control

Love me for all that I am

You have stolen my heart

Consequences be damned

*Allene Angelica*

=^_^=

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My Wrath

Fury

Spread through my veins

Electrical bursts

I could not contain

A red haze

Was all I saw

My heart pounding

In my chest

Rage I could not

Withdraw

I walked through the crowd

Unseeing

I could feel their eyes on me

Unfeeling

I didn't care what they thought

Two-timing

My venomous orbs

Found the cause

Of my wrath

There with his mates

At the corner bar

Acting like a superstar

Laughing, flirting, talking

Having a good ole time

While I, at home

Scrubbing grime

Bathing the kids

No answer to the question

"Where's daddy?"

At dinner time

I grabbed him by the arm

To turn him around

I glared into his face

"Say goodnight to your children, now!"

It wouldn't be so bad

If it was here

and there

But every night

Was a bit severe

I wondered

What I was doing wrong

Am I not loving enough?

Cleaning enough?

Sensual enough?

Maybe it was all those things

Maybe it was just him

That night I didn't care

About his reasons

For not being there

To kiss his children

Goodnight

All I wanted was for him

To be home that night

As we walked home together

I could no longer hold it in

The rage, the wrath, the fury

Would not stay within

I screamed at the top of my lungs

"I hope that place catches on fire!"

"I hope that place catches on fire!"

"I hope that place catches on fire!"

In the morning I awoke

To the smell of lingering smoke

I looked out of my window

And found

That the place had burned down

To the ground.

--

*Allene Angelica*

       =^_^=

Journeys End

My weary eyes can no longer see
Blood shot, red
And kind of blurry
But some words came to me
As I lay on my bed

Tired and sore
A soft pillow under my head
But the thoughts kept spinning

Round and round and round

I had to get up
And type it all down

So I grabbed my keyboard
My fingers on the keys
They started typing
While propped on my knees

I just got back you see
From a very long journey
I traveled alone
Completely, on my own

Across state borders
Past orchards and farms
Through peaceful valleys
Sleepy towns
With plenty of charm
Up a tall mountain
Or was it two?
And then drive back down again
While keeping an eye out
For coppers too

It is an exhausting drive
With no one to talk to
The boring flatlands
And dangerous bends

But it is all worth it
For the gifts waiting for me
At journeys end



*Allene Angelica*
=^_^=
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My Boys

My two boys
The loves of my life
They fill me joy
That no mere words
Can explain

One is graduating
High school tomorrow
There is no room for
A smidgen of sorrow

The other
Next week
From eight grade

The stretch marks
That will never fade
On skin
Once smooth and supple
Doesn't bother me
I wear them with pride
As proof of the gifts
God has blessed me.

Don't You Fret

On an island
We will meet, my love

Where the heat
And our flame
Will compete

Your mind and words
Captivate
My feelings I cannot
Prevaricate

It won't be long
Don't you fret

I've already set a date.



*Allene Angelica*
=^_^=
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