Anticipation

I have a one track mind. I'm traveling tonight and I'm in the middle of packing. I haven't been able to read and/or write these past few days due to the nervousness, excitement, fear and God knows what else is running through my brain, body, heart and soul. I will be traveling from a balmy temperature of 28°C to a chilly 4°C. (At the time of today's update.) I'm scrounging for every piece of clothing that has long sleeves and I'm barely able to think.

I wrote this piece a few weeks ago in anticipation of today... I dedicate this to a very special man in my life... This is for you Phil Hall... I'm on my way... You better hold on tight...

Anticipation

My heart flutters

In anticipation

I shall grow wings

For you are my destination

My body aches

With desire

My soul

Is on fire

To fly

And finally hear

You sigh

As your lips

Meet mine

I am

Your butterfly

For all of time

Your angel

On your arm

As we walk down

City streets

And your wicked temptress

To match

Your devilish charms

Between the sheets

My love

Soon

I shall be near enough

To touch

To feel

To taste

Your love

Your butterfly

From above

Is soon to land

On the shores

Of 'Aengleland'

To be with her knight

And all will be right

For he is her fantasy

And her vivid reality

Soon

Soon

Soon

Copyright © Allene Angelica 2014

*Allene Angelica*

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Hold On Tight

Meet me at twilight

Before the inky blackness

Has set upon the sky

Let me witness

The sun set

In your eyes

When our lips

First do meet

Hold on tight

In case my soul

Takes flight

Together we shall walk

Your ancestor's past

My hand in yours

My spirit can't help

But laugh

Soaring above

Our heads so high

Show me wonders

That I've never seen

While our hearts

Bind even tighter

No force can untie

The days shall pass

Too soon

And I will stand

At twilight

Not looking forward

To the moon

With my obsidian orbs

Raining heartfelt goodbyes

Copyright © Allene Angelica 2014

*Allene Angelica*

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Stake Your Claim

In the heat

I simmer

Dancing to the beat

Of my solo drummer

Gyrating to my lover's call

A foot on the ground

The other

Ready to take the fall

While my hips

Go round and round

My body amplifies

How I feel inside

Each motion intensifies

My passion

Until I'm a roiling mess

Sweat pouring down

Soiling my new silk dress

Oh lover dear

Come to me

Let me whisper

In your ear

I want to make it clear

Stake your claim

Before you, my darling

Drive me insane

Copyright © Allene Angelica 2014

*Allene Angelica*

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Melancholy

Through her dark and brooding eyes

I see the world

Decayed

Dull and dreary

Through her sad and tear-filled eyes

I see the world

Putrid and corrupt

No hope

For the weary

Through her glum and angry eyes

I see the world

Atrophied

An ever grim

And taxing journey

Through her eyes

I no longer want to see

The world

As black as death

Diseased and gangrened

An age of infirmity

There has to be more

To life

Than

Doom and gloom

Hell and damnation

A viral malady

There has to be

More to life

Than the constant

State of melancholy

Copyright © Allene Angelica 2014

*Allene Angelica*

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When I Bumped Into Him At A Party

The wine...

Almost spilled

"Excuse me

I'm sorry"

*Gasp*

Oh My God...it's him

Don't touch...Smile

My skin is tingling

Don't look...Smile

I feel his eyes

I can smell him

The scent is

Heaven...Smile

I bought him that for his birthday

Pretend you don't care

You don't see...Smile

The woman

On his arm

Beautiful...Smile

A flash of white

Behind red lips

Too much...Smile

I can't stand it!

Walk out...Smile!

Slowly, calmly

Say your goodbyes

Smile!

Smile!

Smile!

Copyright © Allene Angelica 2014

*Allene Angelica*

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Maybe I'll Write About It Someday

Through dark and menacing path

I prodded through

Eyes filled with tears

Unshed

Blood poured unseen

From a gouge

On top of my head

Where the knife pierced

My strength

To let fear rule my soul

And let the enemy

With words of love

Take it's fill

While my body went along

With the role

But I continue on

Alive with a glimmer of hope

Barely

Is that light ahead

For me?

Or will I once again

Fall to my knees?

I squint through the blur

Through uneaten fur

And pray that I make it out

Of my torment one day

To smile at my reflection

And say,

"Well that was interesting.

Maybe I'll write about it someday."

Copyright © Allene Angelica 2014

*Allene Angelica*

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