My Stomach's A Rumblin'

My stomach's a rumblin'

As I was stumblin'

Outta bed

Need my coffee fix

To clear my foggy head

Should I make myself some breakfast?

I look in my kitchen

The pickins' are slim

I'll head down to my favorite diner

And treat myself instead

*Allene Angelica*

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Soon

Soon my eyes

Will glimpse

My one desire

My arms will envelop

The one I yearn

My lips will kiss

His burning fire

Oh give me the strength

To never tire

For I never want to sleep

*Allene Angelica*

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There Was A Time

There was a time

When I no longer had the will

To care

I floated through life

A ghost

With blinders on

The thumping of my heart steady

Thu-thump, thu-thump

Excitement was rare

No emoticons

My expression carved in stone

You couldn't tempt me

Not a single bit

If you walked in bare

Not a word written

Not a song sung

Not a muscle twitched

Or bell aching to be rung

Is this my life?

No love or strife?

No hate or desire?

No passion for any living soul?

Emptiness is all I saw

A hollowness

I could only withdraw

Further and further

Into my mind

Filling my dreams

Of memories

Of there was a time

When I was young and carefree

Nothing could wipe

The smile from me

Of emotions so intense

All I saw was the color red

Having the time of my life

There was no time for bed

One day as I sat restless

Surfing online

I came upon some verses

My heart skipped a beat

My lips smiled

I wiggled in my seat

I read more

And then some more

Do I dare?

To write my words there?

There was a time

When I accepted the dare

*Allene Angelica*

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Down Below

A black void has filled my soul

An inky emptiness

That echoes voiceless moans

Creeping ever so silently

It's time to pay the toll

I am numb

I am struck dumb

Is this how it begins?

Evil answers

With a knowing grin

You are mine

For all of time

I know what's in your heart

It calls to me

We can never be apart

My mouth a silent O

I scream, I scratch

I kick him below

He laughs at my puny attempts

As he grabs at my arms

Yanking

Pulling

Dragging

Me away

As I reach out in alarm

For sanity to save me

From my madness

Nails digging into the earth

Praying for rebirth

My mouth a silent O

I scream a voiceless scream

As I kick him down below

*Allene Angelica*

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Dancing

I walk into the dance studio

That I've walked into every day

The walls covered in mirrors

Shimmering and glistening

My reflection I've seen every which way

It's my second home

My place of refuge

I am never alone

The music starts to thump

My heart jumps

My body moves

Bumping to the groove

I am taken away

To my happy place

No one can wipe

The silly grin off of my face

I grind and slide

I spin, I glide

The mirrors show all

There is nowhere to hide

I shimmy, I shake

The sweat pouring

Down my face

'Gimme, gimme, gimme'

We yell

Having a blast

Even though it's hot as hell

Dancing is a part of me

I could never stop

Wherever I am

In this amazing world

I have to dance

Or I will no longer be

Me

*Allene Angelica*

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When I Close My Eyes

My heart constricts

Mid beat

When I close my eyes

And I see blue

Fiery fingers

Caress my skin

Thrilling parts unseen

When I close my eyes

And I see blue

That wicked smile

Tantalizes and teases

Me erect

When I close my eyes

And I see blue

Those eyes

Burn me

Through and through

I am aflame

When I close my eyes

And I see you

--

*Allene Angelica*

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No One Home

Tricky, tricky my sweet

Hands grasping, pulling me in tight

Oh you know how to do it just right

Kisses full of passion

From lips full of lies

Oh you think you've got me

By my contented sighs

Words

Full of empty promises

Fill my ears

I've learned my sweet

From an expert

Oh you think you are so neat

You've taught me well

Didn't you know?

Ain't love swell

There'll be no one home

Next time you ring the bell

It's your turn to wait, alone

-- 

*Allene Angelica*

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A Memory

A memory

Small feet on pebbled ground

Surrounded by mist

All around

Clinging to the trees

Clinging to me

A memory

Small feet

Crunching on russet leaves

The mist

Chilled my bare arms

Tall green giants

Lured me with their charms

A memory

Small feet walking

On rocky road

Out all alone

In the early morn

With the mist

Birds and the trees

Singing to me

I felt calm and safe

This is where

I should be

--

*Allene Angelica*

 =^_^=

Not Yet...

One day

I will sit in silence

Watching the rain

One day

I will no longer

Feel the pain

One day

I will not worry

About any pounds I gain

One day

My chaotic mind

Will feel a little sane

One day

I will fly away

On a jet plane

But

That day is not today

Not yet...

*Allene Angelica*

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I Hunger

I crave

Him

I see him watching

With those eyes

As I dance

My body swaying

Grinding, undulating

To a sensual beat

My skin yearns

For his touch

Soft, gentle

Demanding and rough

His large hands

Delving under the sheets

My lips hunger

For his kiss

Tongues exploring

Oh, such bliss

Tasting flavors

Exclusively unique

I want to savor

Mine and his

I feel such heat

Hmmm...baby

I am starving

Would you like

Something to eat?

*Allene Angelica*

=^_^=

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Alpha Bitch

I'm an Alpha bitch

I forge my own path

I may not be rich

But I live as I please

I will not be told

What to do

Because my life is mine

You don't walk in my shoes

Some see me

As too nice

Because I'm kind

They don't seem to realize

I have my own mind

But they soon learn

This noggin is always tickin'

When they finally grasp

I've just given them a lickin'

*Allene Angelica*

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Passing Ships

She sat

Quietly

With purple earbuds

In her ears

Staring out of the window

At nothing

While she ate

Is that music that she hears?

She sat

Quietly

Dressed in tan khakis

And a white summer top

Her hair piled up

Makeup, not a drop

She sat

Quietly

A small grin

Playing on her lips

'A penny for your thoughts'

I wish to say

But I don't

We are just

Passing ships

*Allene Angelica*

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Never Again

It was not real

As I jerked awake

My breathing labored

My heart in a state

It was a shadow

An illusion

A dream

Of what could

Have been

I will never love

That way again

--

*Allene Angelica*

=^_^=

I Am

I am light

I am free

I am right

Where I should be

Tomorrow's flight

Will be me

I will soar like a kite

Everyone will see

I have no fight

I will let it be

The wind shall hold tight

And take me

Straight to the sea

*Allene Angelica*

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Last Night

I opened my eyes

To a light

Too bright

My head throbbing

To a beat

I had not heard

In many a year

When I used to hit

The dance floor

On single feet

I groan, I moan

What is this I'm feeling?

My stomach responds

With a rumbling

And my head

Starts reeling

In a panic

I leap out of bed

Praying

With beads of sweat

On my forehead

That I make it

To my throne

Thanking The Lord

That I am alone

As I regurgitated

All I had to drink

Last night

It's what happens

When you go out

After dark

With a bunch of wild

Stark

Raving mad

But absolutely lovable

Women

Who party like

Rock stars

And fix your drinks

At the bar

Until you no longer

Know who you are

I don't regret

One single minute

One single second

As I recall

The laughter

The dancing

The living

Because

Last night

They gave me strength

They gave me hope

They reminded me

Of me

Strong, beautiful

With spines of steel

And full of love

That is very real

*Allene Angelica*

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I Am Going Away

When I woke

This morning

I knew today

Was the day

My life would

Change

So I wore

My warrior shoes

With four and a half inch heels

No kittens

For me

But buckles

And zippers

And of course

All leathers

And I wore

My loudest top

A little lace

But bright as hell

To help distract

From the news

I had to tell

Because today

Is the day

My life

Would change

I had to announce

That

I am going away

--

*Allene Angelica*

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